Monday, August 19, 2019

The Calling of Lucifer

Creating the Darkness

And the Lord called Lucifer to Him and said, "Lucifer, my most Beloved, most beautiful and powerful angel, I am going to ask you to serve me in a most unusual manner.

And Lucifer, in awe and humility as he was in true service to the Lord, said, "Yes Lord, I am thy holy servant.  What is it you ask of me?"

And the Lord God, Creator of All, said to Lucifer, "In order to grow and cultivate my people of the Earth, to bring them into full allowance of who they are and can be, I will send you to them to be the Darkness that howls and the winds of adversity, all to strengthen their Faith and bring them into the fullness of their destiny as co-creators in my world."

And Lucifer did not understand but accepted in full service to God, these issues.

"I will cast a veil between us so you will see me but not know who I Am.  You will be separated from me but I will always be with you."


And the Lord of All Creation said, "I will give you a host of angels to accompany you on this most holy and divine mission, and when the day of the Lord returns to the Earth to reclaim you and harvest those who are ready to be harvested in my glory, you and your host of angels will return to me, unveiled, and receive the gifts most glorious and wonderful of All for your service to Me."

And the Lord God cast down the angel called Lucifer, along with his host, into the world to lay siege unto the hearts of man to discourage them and deceive them in order to strengthen their Faith in the Lord God Almighty.

And so it was, as above so below, in Heaven and Earth, a division created by God for His people to grow and strengthen them in their hearts, to keep them humble and in awe of the Creator, compassionate and forgiving of each other.

And God wept for his Beloved angel, knowing the task He had placed before him, and the fear and misery that would ensue.

And so darkness crept upon the Earth,  in opposition to the Light, that the creation may be given a choice.


Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Pep Talk from Higher Self



If God is for us, who can be against us?

Only doubt, self-loathing and fear.
We create our own stumbling blocks.
The universe is just here to support us.  We are reminded that attempting to maintain balance is in constant motion.  There is a lot of energy devoted to this.  Remember, you can thoughtfully direct this energy.

It’s Not for Naught

It all ain’t for nothing kid.  These lessons are a gift.  In your heart, you know this to be true. 
When you are honest with yourself, truly, deeply honest, then you will be able to start to See.  The veil of doubt you’ve placed over your eyes is shadowy and can obscure your vision.  We create our own stumbling blocks and illusions to defend against the fear of change, rejection, failure, loneliness, instability, anger, resentment- the fear of the unknown.

Once you are ready and take that leap of faith that requires your honesty and sincerity to face the challenge of change, then you are starting Step One of your journey.
Life, through time, will continue to present you the opportunity to wake up.  Sometimes these opportunities will be obvious cross-roads events, times that you are forced to make a life-altering choice.  Denial often sets in at this point, as does fear.  “Do I take the job?  Marry this person?  Have a child?  Stand up for myself?”  

Sometimes your opportunities to change and evolve will appear as sucker-punches to your gut, or you may feel that the rug of stability has been yanked right out from beneath you.

What do you do when you’ve been knocked off your horse?
You could,
1.   Lay there and feel miserable about it.
2.   Complain and kick at the horse.
3.   Get back up, dust yourself off, assess why you fell off and then fix that before riding off into the sunset of your dreams.
(I choose option #3 this time, thank you!)

What does the Lord require of thee but to do justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with thy God.  (Micah 6:8)

Reboot Your System

You are conscious now, awake, and with this wisdom comes responsibilities.  If you run away and try to hide from what you need to do, the issue will only come back again, but smack you harder than before.  

Which challenge are you ready to face? 
The old?
Or the new?

When you choose what life might be like if you took a new path - know that you have more power there, really.  Use the tools that wisdom and experience have given you.  Be brave.  Be honest.  Be aware.  Consciously choose.

Do you have the ability to leap when you need to?  Do you have the resigned patience to wait and stay your impulses?  It takes a balance of both skills to begin to take advantage of the pattern of opportunities that life gives you.

Luck is when preparedness meets opportunity.

Be prepared.  Be on the lookout for opportunities.  They will present themselves to you.

Serendipity, synchronicity- these non-accidental patterns are here for you as landmarks, ensuring you that you are on the right path and letting you know when you have diverged.

Inner Work: Recognizing Our Ripple of Effect

Patterns of People

We are all connected and move in tandem, pushing and pulling each other with our intentions, actions and reactions.

We, the leaders, the followers, the dependent, the co-dependent, are all altering each other’s trajectories, swirling around together in this thick soup of physical, emotional and spiritual co-existence.

My push can force you.  My pull can redirect you.  With conscious effort, I can lead you.  In the same manner, you can, and do, effect me.  Extend your perception in this shared web of vibrational ripples out beyond simply the two of us; we encounter many more than that in our daily circles of influence.  

Add to our equation Free Will.  

You can choose how to react if something “pushes you to the limit,” or if I “push your buttons.”  When there is force placed upon us, we are pressured to react in some way: either move, or stand still or push back.  The ball is in your court.

The opposite of being pushed is feeling the vacuous absence or withdrawal of a previously present force.  Often we feel the pull of emptiness effecting us, or the pull of despair. The passivity of an action by another presents to you the opportunity to take action, to add your force to the relationship and to make something happen.  In this, you more greatly affect the direction and velocity of the relationship: you choose how forcefully (or not) you want to (or not) insert yourself into the relationship.  The ball is in your court again.

There are some important things to remember as you are setting yourself up to make the return.  In the general conditions of today’s world, we do not very often need to employ the exceptionally old survival device of our internal fight/flight adrenaline response.  Humans are currently at the top of the food chain.  Now our biggest enemy is our own self, not the Bengal tiger in the foliage waiting to eat you.  Also, kindly remember that you wisely have gained a few more useful skills than when you were a child.  

Because we have evolved in this way, now when we are choosing how to act or react in a situation, humans have the luxury of time, the gifts of experience to reference and patience to practice when considering, planning, strategizing and organizing our actions prior to implementing them.  

The scientific method, "a method or procedure that has characterized natural science since the 17th century,” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientific_method uses these steps: Observe à Calculate à Hypothesize, to formulate and prove premises that then tend to become accepted as truth by the general consensus.   By using the scientific method to back up or deny what we think may or may not be true, we are, by perceiving and then measuring, creating our own reality.

The Hindu god Brahma and his wife, Saraswati, also created our world through similar tactics.  As Brahma dreamed, he perceived what he wanted the world to be.  Saraswati, the goddess of wisdom, the processor of Brahma’s dream, was the catalyst for manifesting this reality.  Perceive à Process à Manifest

To create art or philosophy, or shift paradigms in thinking (change reality), you must be willing to relate to the world around you (extend yourself, take some risks, try some variances), meditate on what you perceive (ponder on relationships and patterns, belief systems and world views), and then you will be able to produce an outcome to share.  Relate à Meditate à Create


Understanding how your actions and intentions influence others, just as the force, direction and intensity of their actions and reactions effect you, is a very powerful realization.  The knowledge of this power is a truth we all know, but it is also one that we often take for granted or forget its great magnitude.  Each of our actions are shaping our reality and the reality that we share with everyone else.

What are you going to do with this power?  Make the world a better place?  Better start with holding yourself accountable and making yourself a better person. J  Then we can start working on healing the rest of the world.

Have no illusions; this will take work and effort:
·         Dedication
·         Commitment
·         Loyalty
·         Honesty
·         Strength
·         Endurance
·         Perseverance
·         Faith

When circumstances force you to take a good hard look at yourself, you will start to compare
What it is you Got, and what it is you Need.

See where they don’t match?  Take time to consciously and logically recognize this and begin to realign yourself to your true heart’s desire.  From there you will be able to actualize and maximize your potential and achieve greatness! 

True Healing Requires Accountability

In order to have accountability, you need awareness.  In order to be aware, you need to be truthful and honest with yourself.
From this, you can begin to identify that which is the root of your pain.
It is scary.
It is hard.
You have been in doubt and burying it for a long time.  That trench is worn deep.  It’ll be hard to climb out, but you can, if you want.
You are resourceful.
You are perseverant.
You are loved and supported on this journey. 
You are not alone.
Everyone is rooting for you!  Everyone who truly cares and loves you wants to see you succeed- it’s true!

Getting Rid of Patterns of Self-Sabotage; Healing the Pain of Your Heart

I am tired of hurting myself.  I have punished myself enough.  My denial is a veil over my heart.

Step One: ID the root of your pain.
Step Two: Make a commitment to get yourself out of this trench you’ve created for yourself.  Know it’s going to get better, I promise.
Step Three: Recognize the pain you have caused yourself and others over this.  You’ve tortured enough.  Get out of your self-made prison and consider releasing others you’ve held captive with you in this.
Step Four: Own It.  Recognize and value the pain that you feel.  It is legitimate.  Start to write down what you’re thinking and feeling.  A lot of stuff is bubbling up.  It’s called gaining WISDOM.  Jot this stuff down.  It’s part of the process.  It’s ok.  You can do it.  You are loved and supported.
Step Five: Begin to forgive yourself and others.  This takes time.   Write letters.  You do not have to mail them, but write it out.  Get out the toxins.
Step Six: Apologize to those people you have hurt (even if inadvertently) by your actions.  This only works if you are sincere.
Step Seven: Begin to heal.  Take good care of yourself.  Stay mindful in how you treat yourself and others.  Be aware of the impact you generate.
The choice is yours.  Choose consciously.

Fear and Indecision will keep you stuck.
Denial will keep you stuck.
Untether yourself from what is no longer needed.
Be Free!
Claim your heart’s desire!
It’s all for you!  Believe it!!!